So for some reason I guess I feel like I need one of these. I feel like I need a private place to write. But I’m so confused as to why it has to be a blog like this. What was wrong with my journal? What is wrong with just having private Xanga entries? I guess I like the idea of having the web address, going to it, and seeing everything that is in there. Maybe one day I’ll share the address with somebody; it’s not like it would be a hard guess anyway. I guess I just want to be real in here and start over in some way. I want to document this life like I used to, only this time around there is so much more meaning. On top of that, I can be as R-Rated as I need to be since there are no eyes peeking over these words. I can entertain strangers. I can humor myself in my questions and discoveries. I can have a personal retreat from my own desk chair. Oh, what an experience.
January 24, 2008...6:22 am
New Freedom
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I’m actually not in the most golden mood right now. I don’t really need to be cryptic in saying that my family life isn’t so great. I’m kinda glad that I’m away from home because my parents have just been fighting a lot this past week. As far as talking about how I feel, I think I’ve killed it and I’m ready to just say that I need healing. I get those zoning moments where your conscience just conks out and you spend a good 20 minutes just thinking and recollecting. It’s never happened before really. I guess there’s a first time for everything; even if it’s a buy-one-get-one with hardship. I’m so glad I have this body though. God’s body is truly something.
Tim Shin was just in my room a few moments ago. I attempted to play Bioshock in the dark with him and it was pretty fun. Then he left and I was forced to turn the game off because in all honesty it’s too damn scary to play in the dark by myself, haha! He’s a great guy and one of the greatest brothers I know. He has this willingness to serve that I’ve always heard of people having but have never really seen. I really appreciate him for who he is and the presence that God has in his actions. He’s competitive and honestly he should be because he’s a hard-worker. He’s also very patient and has next to no temper. I see Jesus in him almost everyday. Shin is the absolute man and I’m glad that I stumbled onto his Facebook profile before college and became brothers with him. Cheers to a good friend!
